Actress Olayode Juliana has continued to open up dirty laundry about her spiritual father, Pastor Timileyin Adigun, who she had blasted earlier for intimidation.
In a new post, Juliana said Adigun harassed her sister sexually and although he had apologized, the thoughts ND anger still remained.
In her caption, she said Timi is partly involved in the mess that happened while she was a Jenifa Diary’s cast member but she took the blame for it.
She said, “Timilehin Adigun, I can not make sense of the videos you did. Just when I think I have seen it all, you reveal another side of you. I thought I knew you but I didn’t. You have no heart!
“Your videos brought back memories, sad memories, painful memories, I have not been able to stop thinking about them, I can’t even sleep.
Did you listen to yourself at all? I don’t think you did.
“You manipulated and sexually abused my sister and you thought I would be calm, you expect me not to be furious, how are you processing the things you did and the things you said? How? I don’t get you.
“You talk about apology and forgiveness.Forgiving you is a process for me. I forgave you then, for my sanity, just when I am trying to move on, you do something else that triggers me and I get mad at you again and I beg God to help me forgive you again.
“The hurt is really deep, the pain, the trauma, the disappointment, the sleepless nights, the tears that drenched my pillow, the shock, the entire experience is indescribable.
“Like I said, there is so much to say. I don’t have the words yet. My book Rebirth is full of your praises Timilehin, I spoke about all the things you did for me.
“Even though then you had done it with two or three people that I know, but they were in good terms with you and they had forgiven you and everything seem to be okay.
“We all thought it was a thing of the past for you and it will never happen again. When you told me it will never happen again, I believed you, I thought it had stopped. Hence the reason I chose to focus on the good things when I wrote my book.
“I saw you as a Father then, so I couldn’t write a book and talk about your past. You kept telling people, ‘if Juliana ever talks about this she’ll ruin herself and her career, she’ll never be able to say it, she will be contradicting herself, Rebirth will speak for me’.
“By the way everything I said about Timilehin in Rebirth is true, and that’s why the hurt was really deep for me…. and I didn’t know what to say and how to say it and I didn’t want to look like the ungrateful person.
“I couldn’t talk to anyone, I remember talking to somebody I respect so much for the. I couldn’t talk to anyone, I remember talking to somebody I respect so much for the first time about it because I wanted to get help and feeling guilty I did, processing the whole thing in my head and hoping
“I didn’t do wrong by telling someone about it, different thought in my head, you meant so much to me that I couldn’t say anything bad that you did and not feel terrible.
Wo…oro po….there is so much to say…
“You know your children Timilehin, don’t ever call me you daughter again! And don’t ever call yourself my father again!
“I don’t know why you mentioned Jenifa’s diary, you want people to drag me for the mess you made. You are just wicked honestly, what has Jenifa’s Dairy got to do with passwords.
“You sent an email and messed up the whole thing. Never said anything about it, people said all sort of things to me then, some are still talking till today. You messed things up and I paid for it, who did I tell?
“I almost went crazy when you started put the blame on me, as you have a habit of to blaming me for different thing, you just never take responsibility for the things you do.
“I had to talk to the person who was present the day you sent the email as I thought I had amnesia.
I even had to chat with the director, because it felt like I was going crazy… I just hope that the girls at Yeshua High School and your church are safe.
“Whoever made the mistake of making you an Associate Director in Yeshua High School is only encouraging you to continue what you have started. I might be wrong but I don’t think you have changed.
“You say you don’t have my passwords…hmmmm…you know, before now, I could put my life on the line that you’ll never lie…it’s okay…no problem…no problem at all….”
The pastor had responded saying he will stand by his words even when tried at the court for the allegations on him.
He said, “For those concerned for me and asking me to stop responding, if I was brought before a court, I would have to talk or my lawyer would talk.
“I have been brought before a social media jury. I have to speak the truth but it is still up to individuals to choose what to believe.
“That said, I want to make it public here that I am ready to stand before any court or panel and I am ready to be investigated.
“When you know you have told the truth, there is no more fear. I NEVER sexually abused anyone! I have facts, figures and dates. What I was guilty of, I owned up to and apologised for. The next I want to see is a subpoena.
“I will continue on social media and continue building my businesses and ministry. This is a distraction I have no time for. I will not be posting on this again.”
